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[Wednesday the 3rd] |
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Alove For Enemies - Ec-10 |
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I pretty much have the sickest tattoo.
End of story.
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[Thursday the 26th] |
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Alove For Enemies - Hall of Mirrors |
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I need to change. There has to be change otherwise im not going anywhere in life. I don't know what I want to be when I get older. I need to figure it out. I didn't care. But now I do. Im going to change and get my priorities straight. Its going to be tough but I have to do it. There are some options that im looking at. Some people are convinced im not going to graduate. They don't believe I can change. "You have said that before and you never did". Well now I am. For sure. I need to start caring.
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[Wednesday the 18th] |
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War of Ages = Scars of Tomorrow |
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Im over everything. You have no idea.
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[Wednesday the 11th] |
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Alove For Enemies - Not Without Incident |
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So its been a while. Heres an update.
I flipped my car. Im ok. No scratches no burises. I went on a one week cruise. I was ok. I work at Haagen Dazs in the mall, its not a bad job.
So I have been doing alot of thinking about life and my personal life. At this point in time I don't want to grow up. I don't want to take on huge responsibilities. I can't handle them. I already fucked one thing up. Its bullshit. All here now is. "Hey have fun flipping your car?". Or "Im surprised your parents are letting you drive again." Fuck you. Thats life. Its not like I said to my self "Let me flip this car and see what I can cause." I wasn't doing anything wrong. I wasn't speeding. I wasn't driving wrecklessly. And I didn't get a ticket. So obviously I didn't do anything wrong. I tried avoiding something and I deserve this? Fuck karma. I lost hope in that. What the hell did I do to deserve that? With my life being inches away from death? I didn't do anything to get what I got. There isn't karma. I guess you can say I got lucky. Considering a few days ago this kid and seven of his friends got into a car for a midnight snack and crashed it and everyone is in critical condition and the driver died. So I'll just consider my self lucky. But to me there isn't karma.
Thats all for now.
P.S. Where your seatbelts. They save lives. Im talking from experience.
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[Sunday the 6th] |
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xBishopx - Loaded Pistol |
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Maybe I should take my own advice from my previous entry and few days ago. You really need to find out your TRUE friends. The ones that aren't two-faced. And the ones that wont fuck you over to get what they want. Then act like they don't know what they did and act like nothing ever happened. Fuck that shit. Im pissed. Sorry. This entry was just for me. I need to type it out.
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[Monday the 31st] |
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Winter Solstice - Courtesy Bow |
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So as the summer comes to an end I came to a few realizations. People don't give a shit in this world. Keep your friends close. Your always going to have friends. But in situations your going to fine out who are your TRUE and REAL friends are. Don't always believe others and what they tell you. And in this world use your effing common sense I promise it will pay off in the end. Some people need to realize that the world isn't as pretty or perfect as they say it is. I mean obviously its not perfect because people wouldn't be offing each other in record numbers. Girls wouldn't be getting rapped or kidnapped and then killed. Your always going to have to watch your back and keep your eyes open. And no matter what you do fight back. Don't give in. But back to the friends part. There will be a situation in everyones life that they need someone to talk to at all hours of the day. And you need to be that person. You may tell everyone "Call me if you need me." Well Im that person who will pick the phone up at all hours of the night and will talk to you. But sometimes you need to ask yourself "Do I have someone I can call at all hours of the night?" Well I do. And those are your true friends. People that are there for you and who care about you. Well im starting to run out of things to say. So to some it all up.
1. Find out your TRUE and REAL friends are.
2. Use some common sense. It will get you far.
3. Watch your back.
4. Don't always believe what people tell you.
I think thats it.
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[Monday the 10th] |
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Norma Jean - Memphis Will Be Laid To Wast |
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So I had a pretty good weekend. I went and spent the night a my friend Billy's then Saturday I had to go to Petsmart and gte a new bulb for my snake because his light went out. So when I got there they were haveing SPCA adoptions and there was a dog named Lightning so i instantly was attracted to him. And since I have Thunder at home I was like man I really want him. So after about and hour of persuasion on my dad we went back to Petsmart and adopted lightning. he is a mix of Dutch Sheperd and I think chow becasue he has a really curly tail and a black tongue. He is 7 1/2 months. I will get some pictures. thunder doesn't like Lightning much buch hopefully later on they will get along.
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[Friday the 24th] |
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All That Remains - Tattered On My Sleeve |
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Im a little pissed off.I was reading some old entries and I realized that I had a really cool best friend. We did everything together. But this is the thing becasue we now have different intrests means we don't ahng out. What the fuck is that shit? Aren't best friend supposed to be friends for a very long time no matter how thing are changed? And now becasue we don't like the same music you blow the other person off? Im not having that at all. It bugs me and brings me sooo many memories back. There was 3 of us who did soooo many things together and now suddenly broke apart? Im still friends with one person but the other one is on his own. No calls no nothing. That is lame. I wish we were all friends like back in the day. Everyday after school we would hang out and be best friends. But that is all gone now. I don't know why but this is what it came down to. I may be sounding whiny but it just bugs me. Man those were the days.... To bad its very unlikely to happen again...
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[Monday the 30th] |
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He Is Legend - The Seduction |
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So as of last Wednesday I got hired at ColdStone Creamery. Im pretty happy about it. I get money now. Its not a hard job either. I work at the one off Providence and its in the same strip mall as Old Chicago. Im really happy about that. I work 5-8 today and tomorrow i work at 9-11. I have short hours im still training.
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| Long time no post. |
[Friday the 13th] |
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Maylene and the Sons of Disaster - Never Stop Haunting |
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So yea I get my license in July. Im pretty happy about it. Not much has really happened. New calsees. Shitty. Yea but I would really appreciate if you guys could do this for me.
1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have you listened to last:
6. Do you read my lj:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Best album of 2005:
14. Where would you take me/where would you like me to take you on a date:
RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, and an album:
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so i can tell you what I think of you:
4. A picture of yourself:
Oh and I need a girl friend pretty bad right now.
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